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ONTD [Jan. 22nd, 2010|03:32 pm]
The.Beat.Goes.On
YAY ONTD finally approved me!! I can finally comment!!  Thank you to whoever said yes.
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okay sarah here's your update....well sorta [Oct. 5th, 2005|05:33 pm]
The.Beat.Goes.On
[mood |crankycranky]
[music |high cotton- alabama]

Okay, well I haven't updated in forever because i have a mypspace account. So, if anyone misses me you might wanna visit me there. www.myspace.com/kendelwhite . Anyway, not much is new, except for eveything. School is super crazy. I thought this year was supposed to be fun. Well, thanks to Hitcock, its not turning out that way. Last weekend was Homecoming. Fun Fun Fun! This weekend SAT's again!!! Ugh kill me now. And soon, Dolly Parton concert. Well, that's about it. TAlk to ya'll later.
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(no subject) [Apr. 28th, 2005|03:37 pm]
The.Beat.Goes.On
Does anyone have a my space account? If u do, lemme know.
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(no subject) [Mar. 22nd, 2005|06:57 pm]
The.Beat.Goes.On
[mood |anxiousbreak sssooooooonnnn]
[music |roseanne cash - seven year ache]

Well, ya'll I'm back... but just for a quick update. Not that much new here. Got a spa pedicure today... So completely worth the bucks. Ummm I cannot wait for Spring Break. Only 14 more hours left. That seems so long away. My family would be going somewhere, but being the very indecisive bunch that we are, we couldn't make up our minds on where to go. Um hello TEXAS...HAWAII. Oh no, they want somewhere exotic and tropical. Bora Bora? Costa Rica? Cruise through the Panama Canal? ya okay. So, I'll just have to make some fun here. Party at my house. I need to also get back in shape, so I'm gonna try to convince myself to go running. After I catch up on some sleep. So, Spring Break will be filled with: sleep, running, playing sims and san andreas, shopping, and starbucks. It should be fun. If anyone wants to do something lemme know. I don't care how u let me know, just do it somehow... Well i g2g ttyl   Nashville Star tonight!!!!!!! go tamika

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(no subject) [Jan. 11th, 2005|04:07 pm]
The.Beat.Goes.On
[mood |lethargicso so tired]
[music |you lie- reba]

Yes, it's finals week. dun dun dun. wed. i have a choir final, but i did it today. so, we'll see. Thurs. i have hist., alg.2 , and study hall. meh. then fri. i have chemistry, german part one, part two is one monday. its gonna suck. , then i also have amer. lit. what a mix. So, that's how its all gonna go. i just want it all over with. friday night is gonna be one big party. woo who!!

        hmm what else......it's getting foggy out and its movin in quick. poss. fog delay tomorrow? ....... only in my dreams. mandy if we do call me.u know i'd just drive to school and not bother to check. lol. Tomorrow's gonna be review. yipee! boredom.

    Who wants to go to fan fair aka cma music fest. june 9-12 2005? lemme know. ROAD TRIP!!! lol i love those.

       I've had the same song in my head all day..... leave get out , it's the end of you and me. can't wait for you to be gone.....awesome song. actually i have one more in my head.....since you been gone ..i can breathe for the first time...im so movin on yeah yeah..............

I'm so happy i dont have to wear that stupid boot thing on my foot anymore. Well, actually, my foot is still swollen and bruised. But, I wanna drive so, i endure the pain. it sucked not being able to completely feel the pedals. well i g2g l8r big chey's awesome

         

forever Love, ME

ah the lovely REBA !!!

speakin of here's a song i'm diggin' of her's right now:

Reba McEntire
Lyrics for Song: You Lie
We lie in the dark I know you're awake
The only sounds are the sounds this old house makes
But, Oh, how I long, I long to hear your voice
Desperate to talk, yearning to touch
Burning inside 'cause I want you so much
So I say I need you and leave you no choice

You lie you don't want to hurt me
So you lie, buy a little time, and I go along
What else can I do, maybe it's wrong
But you know how much I love you
So you lie 'til you can find a way to say goodbye
You lie

How long until you just can't go on
And the urge to break loose is just too strong
You should let go that's what you want to do
Oh but you don't know, you don't know
If it's the right thing to do

You lie you don't want to hurt me
So you lie, buy a little time, and I go along
What else can I do, maybe it's wrong
But you know how much I love you
So you lie 'til you can find a way to say goodbye
You lie

cry me a river.... i'm really feelin musical today. odd mood.

gotta stop watchin reba season one dvds make me stay up late hehe that make kendel odd

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(no subject) [Dec. 30th, 2004|10:12 pm]
The.Beat.Goes.On
[mood |exanimatehehe this looks funny]
[music |you can't take the honky tonk out of the girl- b&d]

Well, here's a quickie update cuz i gotta go take a shower. hmmm where to start..... Break has been so freakin awesome. I've been busy everyday and haven't had a single bored moment. I'm so suprised. Christmas was awesome. Lots of family time. Kinda relaxing. I got so much stuff. Not to mention a large fortune in starbucks gift cards. I mean don't get me wrong, I love starbucks, but it's not humanly possible to drink that much coffee b4 the cards will expire. To name just some of the awesome stuff I got: a supercharger for my car yippee. fast putt putt. vrroom vvvrrroooommmmm nascar here i come!, i got a bunch of cds so i'm well stocked in the music dept., cashmere sp? sweaters and gloves...so soft, reba season 1 on dvd yes!, and sims2 plus some ps2 games. yeah!! So, I totally dug x-mas. Since then, I've hung out with friends and shopped a lot. Watched de-lovely today w/ friends......good movie. Went to starbucks w/ friend and planned an event for tomorrow. its gonna rock. well, i'm gone like a '59 Cadillac and gone like yesterday. Forever Love....me
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kewl song [Dec. 23rd, 2004|08:16 pm]
The.Beat.Goes.On
[mood |cheerfuljoyful]
[music |michelle branch- are you happy now]

I listened to the cd the song below is on today...forgot how much i loved it. I listened to this cd all through Hawaii. This song is so upbeat and totally rockin. I can't wait for Michelle Branch to come out with a new cd.

MICHELLE BRANCH LYRICS

"Are You Happy Now?"

Now, don’t just walk away
Pretending everything’s ok
And you don’t care about me
And I know there’s just no use
When all your lies become your truths and I don’t care... yeah, yeah, yeah

Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you’re happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

You took all there was to take,
And left me with an empty plate
And you don’t care about it, yeah.
And I am givin' up this game
I’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care, yeah, yeah yeah,

Could you look me in the eye?
And tell me that you’re happy now, oohh oohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now? Ohhh, ohhhh
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now? yeah, yeah, yeah.

Do you really have everything you want?
You can't ever give somethin' you ain't got
You can’t run away from yourself

Could you look me in the eye?
and tell me that you're happy now, yeah, yeah
come on, tell it to my face or have i been replaced,
are you happy now? Ohhh, ohhhh
are you happy now?

Would you look me in the eye?
Could you look me in the eye?
I’ve had all that I can take
I'm not about to break
Cause I’m happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Are you happy now?

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(no subject) [Dec. 22nd, 2004|11:42 pm]
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[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |satellite radio jazz]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINDSAY!!! It won't let me post in different anything for the font. sorry
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(no subject) [Dec. 20th, 2004|09:09 pm]
The.Beat.Goes.On
[mood |aggravatedaggravated]
[music |"where are you christmas- faith hill]

I tried to post this as a reply, but apparently you've blocked me. Thanks so much for that. Oh well, all I can do is post this here and maybe it'll find it's way to you. So, here goes.....

First of all, I don’t appreciate being referred to as a “little shit”. If you were truly trying to be the better person you would not refer to people with names such as the above. You’d show some decency. Another thing, if a friendship wasn’t meant to be permanent, why did this one last for eight years? I’ll tell you why, I put up with a lot of stuff. You have always put me down and tried to drive my friends away from me or so I’ve felt. You were always jealous when I had friends other than you or ones you approved of. For example, in 9th grade when I became friends with 4 people in our gym class you tried to drive them away. However, you didn’t succeed. Then, used an event like me not inviting you to a party (because I wasn’t allowed to, which I explained to you) to completely fly off the wall and scream betrayal. You were desperate for friends in 10th grade and came back. I accepted you back, no questions asked. You eventually asked to join my lunch table, we all accepted you. I never tried to drive any of your friends away or turn anyone against you. If anyone turned against you, it was because they saw the light out of god’s pure will. So, now in this current event, I can probably guess you’re screaming betrayal once again. We never have talked about this situation. You have tried to talk to me once about this. Once and only once. The one time was at lunch; I refused to because I was too angry and didn’t like your tone. You instant messaged me the night everything occurred only to ask me about others not our problem. I believe it was the next day you instant messaged me this paragraph about, “how you have no regrets and don’t see why I’m angry and going against you”. I politely instant messaged you back that I was just signing off and didn’t care to address this with you at this moment in time. Then, the lunch incident occurred. That was it. I guess you assumed I didn’t want to talk and was just going to throw our so called “sisterhood” as you used to say, out the door. Well, you thought wrong, I wasn’t. If you had only given me time to cool off, I would’ve talked to you. But now, because of all your heinous accusations, lies, and assumptions, I’m too far gone. I can’t digest that fact that you say you’re hurt and even state forgiveness takes time. And yet, you’re giving up. The reason this all started in my world, was because I saw how you used a certain person (even though you might not have realized it) and then turned around and dissed her. I have been slowly simmering over many issues for a long time. Too long actually. I was angered by what I saw and basically the pot boiled over. If when you stated you had been used, if by any chance at all that was related to me; I hope you realize I’ve never used you. Never. Whenever we made plans for anything, the only thing I asked for was some of your time. I always had to clear my schedule and wait for you to inform me when you’d be gracing me with some of your glorious godsent presence. I also don’t see how you can say so many things about people, even publicly make it known you hate them and then just go back to being friends with them or continue on like nothing occurred. Well, I think I’m done. This situation is up to you. If you want to throw it all away, I’m very sorry to hear that. If you wish to discuss this, I’m here. Things can be fixed; it just takes work and time to heal. It would be a same to waste eight years of standing by each other. I’m sorry if my words have offended you in any way. But, they had to be stated and known, it’s a step.

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awesome song [Dec. 19th, 2004|08:02 pm]
The.Beat.Goes.On
[mood |blahblah]
[music |desperate housewives on da tv]

This song is completely awesome. I dig it. so true

KELLY CLARKSON LYRICS

"You Thought Wrong"
(feat. Tamyra Gray)

I see how your trying to weasel
your way in
boy i know how you manueveur
with your confusion

you tell me that i'm your only
and how bad that you want me
then why are you so shady
if i'm supposed to be your lady

why should I believe anything you say
and how could you shame me that way

tell me where where did you get the nerve
to even think that you you could
play me wrong

you thought we didn't know
you thought we were in the dark
but boy your covers blown
cause we both know now

you thought you had us fooled
at your beckon call
but now who's the joke
and look who's laughing now

now your trying to use us against one another
but it won't work

i see right though your game boy
and i know exactly what i'm in for
you tried to deny all your actions
for once in your life be a real man
at least give me the proper respect
of the truth i already know you did it

why should I believe anyting you say
and how could you shame me that way

tell me where did you get the nerve
to even think that you could
play me wrong

you thought we didn't know
you thought we were in the dark
but boy your covers blown
cause we both know now

you thought you had us fooled
at your beckon call
but now who's the joke
and look who's laughing now

I see right through you baby
tryin' to tell me you want me
why don't you get it through your thick head
cause i've seen this game before
and i'm not showing you the door so
SHUT YOUR MOUTH
i'm not trying to hear your lies
no not again
sorry you couldn't be a better man

you thought we didn't know
you thought we were in the dark
but boy your covers blown
cause we both know now

you thought you had us fooled
at your beckon call
but now who's the joke
and look who's laughing now
Guess you thought wrong
look who's laughing now
You stupid

[Laughter, then end]

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